I was an unwanted child born out of wedlock in 1964.
I was born with a cleft lip.
At school I had a certain amount of bullying. Felt ugly and unwanted.
The teenage years were horrendous.
Then I found the male species liked me….a lot.
It was the power, the attention that I had craved for.
I had endless relationships, good and bad and a nervous breakdown to put in the mix.
Finally settling down into a very toxic marriage ( 16 years ). Mentally abusive. But two beautiful children.
We had several businesses.
After running them all mostly myself he accused me once again of having an affair, I finally had enough.
I took control of my life and called all the shots.
Not wanting a man ever again, 5, yes 5 days later someone came along. A chance meeting. Love at first sight.
As soon as I decided my life was going to change then it did.
I am not saying that I needed a man. My life would have changed anyway. However my husband has been a constant support and what I saw for my future came that little bit faster because of him.